A Tortured Soul: PrologueDanielle’s Story
22 years ago someone who was supposed to be my best friend once raped me! Let me start from the beginning! My name is Danielle and my best friend is Nathan Duchamp, and my love of my life is Antonio Johnston! We were practically inseparable and we did everything together. It all started over Christmas break, they were seniors and I was a junior in high school and Anthony was in Italy visiting his family. Someone very dear to me recently gone through an experience similar to the one I have tried to forget. Nathan and I were discussing our plans over our break. Nathan was 17 years old at the time and I was 15 when it all happened! Nathan had a few to drink and was acting like an ass.
“So Danielle what are your plans for this break?” Nathan asked while taking a drink of his whiskey.
“I am going to go Ice Skating at Valentino’s Ice Rink during the break! You should come play hockey out there while I Ice Skate!” I stated
“Oh you would like that! Wouldn’t you?” Nathan teased
“I figured we could hang out while I Ice Skate but if you don’t you don’t have to!” I responded with some annoyance
“Oh come on you know I was only teasing you! You know I would not miss the opportunity to spend time with you!” Nathan Pleaded
“I think you had too much to drink and I am going to home!” I stated with annoyance
“I finally get you alone without Anthony here and you are leaving I don’t think so!” Nathan stated as he took another drink and grabbed my arm.
"Ouch you are hurting me! Let go of me!" I cried trying to shake his grasp
He throws me on his bed and I all I smell is the whiskey on his breath and I start gagging. He begins to kiss me and I am almost throwing up because I taste the whiskey as he goes on making out with me. I try to fight him off me but he is becoming aroused at the thought of me fighting against him. He takes his hand and slips it up my dress; pulls down my underwear while pinning me to his king size mahogany sleigh bed. His room is completely insulated so no one could hear me scream out. I am so terrified as he begins to finger my ass! As he fingers my ass I feel him shoving more fingers up there. I have never felt so violated and betrayed by someone I trusted.
His blue walls starts to blur as the room starts to spin. Finally I feel him pull his fingers out of my ass and then he whips out his 8” cock and begins slowly thrusting it in my ass. Before he was about to cum I feel him pull out and rapes me even more by flipping me over. He manages to shoot his load, pulls out and leaves me physically shaking on his bed as he went to shower. It takes me a couple of minutes to regain my composure and I put my underwear back on and run out of his house. I don’t remember my surroundings but I somehow manage to make it home. I ended up crying myself to sleep that night and never felt so terrified and violated in all my life. I managed to avoid Nathan the entire rest of the vacation. When January came I went to my doctor and took a pregnancy test in which the tests showed I was positive. I decided to hide the fact I was pregnant from everyone and wanted this nightmare over with.
“Hey Danielle how was your vacation? I just got back home from Italy the other day and I am sorry I have not been in touch with you!” Anthony said smiling
“It was pretty much uneventful!” I lied as I avoided looking at him
“Danielle what’s wrong? Is everything all right? I know something is up!” Anthony interrogated me
“Anthony I am fine! Nothing happened! I tried sounding convincing as I stare at the frozen pond in the park. I cursed myself when my voice betrayed me and I failed to sound convincing.
“Danielle I know you are not all right! You have not even looked me in the face since we met at our usual spot next to the cherry blossom tree at the pond. I wish trust me and tell me what is bothering you!” Anthony pleaded with hurt in his voice
“Anthony by admitting it then it would be real and I don’t think have the courage to tell you!” I cried as I watched the snow glisten from the sun across the ice covered water that is clear as a crystal plate. Anthony pulls me in a hug as I begin to cry on his royal blue and gold letterman jacket.
“Danielle I am here for you! I am not going to hurt you and I am not going to push you into telling me! I want you to tell me when you are ready to tell me!” He smiled with his bright smile that sparkles like diamonds, as there is sincerity in his sapphire eyes.
I broke down and decided to tell him what really happened and my voice cracked when I stated what happened.
“Nate raped me over Christmas break! We were at his house talking about our plans over the break. He was drinking and starting to be an ass so I decided I would just head home when he grabbed my arm and threw me onto his bed as he began to make out with me. I tried screaming for help but no one heard me. With one hand he pulled my underwear down and began shoving his fingers up my ass before fucking me. He also managed to get me pregnant too. He took my virginity away and then went to shower. I avoided him but I don’t think I could avoid him much longer. You are the only one I told I was raped and pregnant. I have never been so terrified and I am constantly looking over my shoulder for him.” I sobbed uncontrollably on Anthony’s wool coat.
“Danielle there you are! Why have you been avoiding me?” Nathan came running up to us in the park I could hear the snow crunching under Nathan’s sneakers as he is dressed in his letterman jacket yellow hat and blue and yellow scarf!
I see the hurt and anger in his ice blue eyes as he sees me crying into Anthony’s shoulder. He takes off his black leather gloves as he approaches us.
“You have a lot of nerve coming around here after what you did to Danielle!” Anthony fumed as he confronted Nate
“Oh please like you know what happened! What happened is none of your fucking business and while you were away I was here for her!” Nate spat
“You fucking raped her and you expect her to come around you! Stay the fuck away from Danielle you arrogant piece of crap! If you come near her again I will fucking kill you!" Anthony raged
"STOP IT BOTH OF YOU! Nate, leave me alone and don’t ever come near me again. I have never felt so afraid as you made me feel. I trusted you and you raped me." I cried out
A few months later Anthony convinced me to keep the baby and that we were going to raise her together. I was in school at the top of the grand staircase in the lobby of the school. The wood treads were freshly stained Cherry colored to match the railing to the stairs. At the bottom of the stairs on the railing there is a wooden carving of our school mascot, which is the wolves. They are on each set of railings too. Nathan comes up to me and I am clearly showing at this time when he asks to talk to me.
“Danielle can we talk?” Nathan asked
“What do you want Nathan?” I spat at him
“First I want to apologize to you about what I did to you! I am deeply sorry for raping you and I want to become friends again!” Nathan pleaded
“I don’t think I could ever forgive you for raping me! I don’t trust you! Yes you are very handsome but when you drink you become a monster! I am scared to be around you because of your drinking and your rage. I am at this point not ready to make a mends with you and maybe in time I will but right now I can’t!” I said as I began to turn and walk away
“Don’t you fucking walk away from me when I am talking to you! I am not done! Nate fumed
“Please just leave me alone!” I begged when suddenly he grabbed me and threw me down the stairs.
I went 3 stairs down before tumbling to the bottom. I felt this sharp pain as I hit the bottom. Anthony just walked into the lobby when he heard Nathan yell at me and threw me onto the stairs. Anthony ran to make sure I was all right and he shouted for someone to call the ambulance.
“Stay the fuck away from her!” Nate yelled as he lunged at Anthony before punching him in the eye.
Anthony snapped and flipped Nate off him before grabbing his hair and punching him in the face. Anthony never felt his blood boiling like he did with Nate! “You were always around us and she would have been with me if you were not here! I hated you were always around and I wanted you gone so I could have her! Nate spat “I was not the one who raped her! I was not the one who shoved her down the stairs! Anthony fumed in rage as he managed to knock Nathan into the wooden wolf head on the rail. The wolf carving cut Nathan’s eye in the process. Anthony had a broken nose and jaw. He also had a cut lip and black and blue eyes from his fight with Nathan while Nathan ended up with a bloody eye cut lip and broken ribs. We all ended up in the hospital and Nathan lost his left eye from the fight. He was also arrested on rape charges, abuse and attempted murder! Nate was found guilty but was forced into anger management and community service. I ended up losing the child but Anthony stayed by my side through it all. He went into the Marines and Married me 2 years later on September 2nd. We ended up having a son whom we loved so much and we are still together and a strong family.
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